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[5/19/05]x[6:16] |
Well with all this drama and shit going on lately I think it's time we had a post about something that is more important than drama.
Like how about some of the things we don't want in our lives other than drama. Taking things for granted is one of those things I can't understand...how can we live with ourselves taking things for granted? Whether or not we're willing to admit to it or not we've all done it sometime or another. Taking family, friends, girl and boyfriends for granted happens all the time, but we never stop to think that we're doing that....we just continue to do it like nothing's wrong.
Regret is another one of those things you don't want to have in your life. People always have things that we regret again at one time or another, but wouldn't it be so much better if we didn't have that? Why ever put yourself in a situation where it's possible to regret it? Either be damn sure about what you're doing or just don't do it at all....too many of us aren't damn sure before we do something and it ends up fucking us in the end.
These things are bad to have in your life, but they also create drama....not the kinda drama that happens once or twice, but on countless occasions.
Why do we want to sit back and think about shit and regret things, cause of the way we acted before? I sure as hell know i don't so I'm doing the best to live my life without those things anymore. I don't want to remember all the drama that went on....i want to look back and remember all the great times I had with my friends.
I've taken very few things for granted in life, but now i promise myself to do my best to never do it again. No one needs to be taken for granted, cause you never know when something can happen.
Look back at the good times you've had....let's just get rid of this drama shit, cause it's so damn easy.
Life is too short for this bullshit...
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| www.livedrama.com |
[5/16/05]x[17:11] |
Well I understand that by having one of these myself i'm not really helping, but isn't that all a livejournal is?
This is just a way for people to talk shit so they don't have to be face to face or if they really want to be a pussy then not attach a name at all. I never thought of this as that when i first got one, but the way they've been used lately you can't help but think that.
I figured these were just a way to let ppl know what's going on....maybe a what's up from some people that i don't get to see all the time and random shit like that.
Freedom of speech is a great thing, but why the hell does it have to be abused? I can understand that some people's lives aren't all that exciting and that sucks, but why is it that my shit has to be mixed up in there? Well not just mine, but everyone's elses for that matter.
Ah i'm going to continue to use my "livedrama" cause i think i'm able to handle such responsibility lol
As for me being "the king of talking shit behind people's backs" oh hell yeah you know it.....if you're reading this then chances are...no wait....i've definitely talked shit behind your back lol give me a fucking break. I guess i'll never know who the mystery psycho is but i still haven't talked to ray about getting that ip so maybe all isn't lost yet. Only reason i say i'm waiting on the ip is cause clearly this someone isn't going to come forward and admit with their childish bullshit.
Anyways I think i'm done with my ranting for now, but i'm sure something else will come alone and set me off to use this thing again lol
Peace to all...later
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| When the Crazies Come Out |
[5/13/05]x[15:32] |
haha
it's so funny that someone is taking shots at me from ray's journal with no name attached.
Apparently i should die, but i don't think that's going to happen much to that persons dismay.
I just wish that they could just stand up and say it was me that's crazy.....it'd be so much easier that way lol
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| My Once in awhile update |
[3/3/05]x[16:18] |
Well things are going okay right now....I fucked up again like usual tho. I was with Elaine for just over a week and then figured out that's not what I wanted.
I think I just want to be single for awhile longer....I just wish I knew that before this all started.
I wish things could just be normal for awhile and I think me being single will help me do that. I just need to clear my head and get all the things in my life in order before I bring someone else in.
Yesterday I went to Lyd's res with Ray and Christina was there too...I had a really good time. Just had a few beers (got loaded) lol and smoked a bit. I met a few of her friends that live on res as well and well they're not bad at all. I'm hoping I can get there again sometime soon, cause I never go and it's nice to hang out with Lyd too. She's not in Brampton all that often so if I can drive there to chill then it's good with me :)
I'm still waiting on this job with the city and I think I might have to look for something else. It's not that I don't think it's coming through, but I just have no money and can't wait all that long lol
The past two weeks have been really great tho, cause last week was reading week and this week my parents went away on a cruise so I haven't had to deal with all that shit my dad usually puts me through. Hopefully the next little while is just as good.
Well I'm sure I'll update again sometime soon.
Talk to you all later.
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| Life's ups and downs |
[1/29/05]x[19:46] |
Now I was going to start this with all the best girls have bfs, but maybe that's not true.
I just think it's that all the ones that i like have bfs. Needless to say it makes things less than easy for me, but i guess that happens.
Nothing is easy and i don't expect it to be, but it'd be nice if something went my way.
There's this one girl i met and oh man is she amazing, but I don't know if it's going to happen, cause she's got a bf. I don't really know what to do, cause i know she likes me too.
We get along so well and she makes me happy by just being around right now, but that's why i want to know so badly what it would feel like to be with her.
Yeah, i gotta be single for awhile 'n everything, but i also said that if i find the right girl then i'd get with her, cause there's no point in passing up a good thing.
Ah just sucks that once again things need to be to be complicated.
Oh the other hand school is so so amazing and i'm having a really great time so far. I've been able to keep things well in hand and get things done on time with the help of the friends that i've got there :)
I couldn't have asked for a better friends situation then i've got at school so i don't have much to complain about really.
The girl thing just bothers me is all.....ah it happens.
Hope everyone is doing well...
by the way my birthday is next week on saturday so whoever can make it come to the Frigate and Firken on Saturday Feb 5th. Hope to see lots of people there :)
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[1/5/05]x[9:17] |
This is pure shitty, cause i'm sitting here in the computer lab on my frist day of classes and i don't even have my schedule yet. I had to make an appointment for 10:15 and for all i know my classes have already started. i just hope they don't start soon after i get outta that appt, cause it is in oakville and it's not like it's around the corner so it's going to take some time to get there. Now i know what ray means when he says he's getting fucked by this school. It's the first day and already i'm getting fucked by it lol
Oh well life goes on i guess i know that i'm not the only one that's in this position so it doesn't make me feel so bad about it. I guess we just don't pay enough to get to know where and when i'm supposed to be in class.
So i'm going to take my bar tenders license so that i can maybe get a weekend job working in a bar or even the school pub. It'll be a nice way to make some extra cash and meet a lot of new ppl while i'm at it. Peter is going to come with me to do it too, cause it's only 150 and it's only 4 saturdays out of the week and i don't mind that for what i'm getting.
Well now i have about an hour left before i even get to goto this appt and no one is online so i don't know what the hell do to with myself other than either sit on here and bitch or just go out for constant smokes lol
I still don't know if i can goto 108 on thursday, cause i don't even know what's goin on on friday. I really want to go tho, cause the last time we all went i had a great time. I know some crazy shit went on, but the only shit that was crazy for me was getting mad wasted and actually dancing lol so i might as well go back and see if it's half as good again...chances are it won't be, cause something is never the same again when i tell someone about it and bring them.
Well that's just about it for me for now so i guess i'm going to go out for a smoke or something...see if i can find some decent broads around here lol
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[1/3/05]x[0:49] |
On second thought I have more to say.......not about new years and all that, but just about everything.
MURPHY'S LAWS
1. Nothing is as easy as it looks.
2. Everything takes longer than you think.
3. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.
4. If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong.
5. If anything simply cannot go wrong, it will anyway.
6. If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which a procedure can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way,
unprepared for, will promptly develop.
7. Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse.
8. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.
9. Nature always sides with the hidden flaw.
10. Mother nature is a bitch.
11. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious.
12. Whenever you set out to do something, something else must be done first.
13. Every solution breeds new problems.
Now after reading that I think two things...
Either this is the most pessimistic shit I've ever heard or this is some of the truest shit I've ever heard.
Which one would you pick, cause when you think about it most of this is pretty damn true. Sometimes it seems that no matter how hard you try something just has to go wrong and the harder you try the more it fucks you. I think there are too many people in this world that are either too trusting or believe in someone or something far too much. Now I'm not trying to say that no one should trust or believe in anyone or anything, but don't you think it's funny that when you look back that some of the things you tried hardest at you just couldn't get right. I think that some things just aren't made to be right or meant to be a certain way and no matter how hard you try your only reward will be frustration. Every time I had a baseball game I was looking forward to somehow it would rain 9 times out of 10...now is that just coincidence or is that someone looking down at me and saying "Fuck you buddy" lol
It just seems that the more you don't want something to go wrong the worse it'll get.
Just writing down random thoughts....more than half of this might not make any sense at all, but oh well lol
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